Has anyone here ever had this problem? All day today I have had flashbacks. In class, in the halls, with friends, all day. Triggers... I'm not sure there were any in particular but everything was setting me off. In the middle of class hearing the words in the back of my head "rape""You were raped" I've been sleepy all the time and forgetting everything as in a conversation today "How are you" "Thats nice to hear" and then forgetting that I talked to my friend. schoolwork has been hard because of this and I cannot get it out of my mind. I feel like everything is moving so slow but then time moves so fast before I know what has happened. It's in my head and all around me and I cannot get it out. I tried to preoccupy myself but nothing works and for the past week whenever I fall asleep I hear other people's voices telling me that I am a slut and a whore and just saying the word over and over. It is sickening and I can't stand it anymore. Is there is something wrong with me or is this normal? I am at a total loss...
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