I saw my doctor "it was an emergency visit" I wasn't my self, actually all week its been tough. all i can think about is just giving up and hoping my rapist will come back and finish me off like he promised. I am on many medications. I was taking tryleptail 300mg twice a day. My dose was knocked down to once a day. "That was about a week ago. After my rape i have very bad days where i think about giving up, days where im mad at the person who did this to me, mad at myself because i can't identify my rapist due to him wearing a mask, I go through spells where all i do is cry. From what i have read most of you are having those type of days. Why would my doctor ask if i was bipolar?
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