I was held captive in a flat by 4 men and repeatedly raped. During the ordeal one of my attackers was more considerate then the others (he still raped me). I am ashamed to say that towards the end of my ordeal ( I was raped about 20 times)I hate to say that I responded to him and began to feel emotions for him. I am ashamed to say that I experienced an orgasm with him. I now suffer terrible feelings of guilt about this response. Did I want to be raped? I am desperate to hear if any other victim has experienced some form of sexual response to their attacker
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