gusse what today I felt happier then i have in so long. because my friend nicole toke me to a skatting rink with some of her friends, to celabrate me moving in. and even though i fell on my but more times then i can count it was great to feel like a sixteen yearold again and not a 45 yearold man with problems that cant be solved. and what felt so relivng is that i had guys hit on me and only want my number and not to fuck me ohhh by the way no numbers weir given i want to get my life together before i bring anymore men in to my life. and tomorrow i am going with sarah [nicoles mom] to get my dad to sign over parental rights or i will have him reporteed for child abuse and rape, hopfully he just does it because i dont want to report him and have to go to court and all that shit. well this is just a update to all my friends her to show i am doing better and hopfully stay better
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