I have started to have flashbacks of past happenings, with that I have nightmares that feel so real. When I wake up I realize I have only been asleep for maybe ten or fifteen minutes. I can smell his cologne. I cant even cry anymore. I am numb. My boyfriend wishes I could talk to him more but I CANT! I dont know how to get over this. I go on thursday for a consultation with a doctor/surgeon. On Friday I go for the abortion. They are going to test to see if it is my rapists. I feel so empty, alone. Like I'm fighting World War three all by myself.
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