I seriously can't take it anymore. I can't stand the sleep loss. I can't stand waking my boy friend up at 4am and I can't stand everyone looking at me like I'm a pathetic little girl. I can't stand being a statistic another number. I really don't want to be living like this anymore. I don't like having a sister who thinks it's funny to joke about what I've been through. I don't want to have a mother who can't understand. I can't stand the people who fail to listen to the important things and fall for all the fake things. Damnit I can't take it everything's falling from me and I really don't think I can handle it this time.
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