I just had a question to see if anyone has responded to sexual assault like I have, or if Im just crazy! All my life up til my rape and continued abuse I ate realtively healthy and I never missed a workout. I was very athletic and active. I was a typical yound college girl, I went out with friends, loved getting male attention, and made sure to stay thin and attractive. But after my rape I let all that go. I cant seem to make myself exercise, i eat WAY TOO much, and I just overall dont take as good a care of myself. Lately i realized Im subconsciously trying to make myself unattractive so I wont have to deal with males and take the chance of getting raped again. Does anyone relate to this and/or act similar?
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