:\ SOOO confused right now, do not want to let him beat me but he is tearing me down and apart, becoming unbearable. The flashbacks just prevent me from moving on with my life, I hate my life why me what have I done sooo badly to be punished in this way. No I am not self pitying there is people out there who have been through alot worse I no that but I am weaker then them and just don't no how to cope all my aspirations have faded away. Feel like I am falling into a swamp and am stuck and cannot pull myself back out. :@:@
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