My councelor told me the other day that because of my demeanor and shyness I was an easy target. I havent been able to stop thinking about that. I always felt that if I wasnt as passive and would have reacted to the shock of what (my couselor) said he planned since the moment he picked me up from school...I would be able to live with myself. But, because of those feelings and what she said... I have been wanting to test myself... walk late at night alone, go to the bars by myself...I wanna place my self in that situation and prove to myself that I am not that passive girl anymore. That I will fight back. I will be ready and not just a deer in the headlights...I wont be a victim to anyone else.
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