I have been raped by my step dad from the age of 7 to 13. I have been threw it so much that when i am forcfully havn sex or if somone ties me up or when they order me 2 do somthin amd shove me i first get scard and then i get fearfully turnd on. i find it somwhat a turn on and start 2 get n 2 it. i have been told to like it so much and it has hapnd so manytimes i get to likin it. som of my fantasys are to be kidnapd raped and left 4 somone else 2 find me. Is that normal? Do I have normal fatasys? Dose anyone else feel this way or have these kind of fantasys that wold reflect your experiences? Whats goin on with me and my desire for sex? Why do i want this 2 happen? please help.
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