I went shopping this weekend and I had a panic attack because I was really confused. Am I supposed to wear clothes to make me look good and people will like me? But then people might blame me for "asking for it" should something ever happen. If I wear clothes to really cover up, then I might look really weak and that I don't matter that much in the world. I might be an easy target that way too. I just don't know what to do any more. If I wear something innocent and cute like a cardigan set, do I now look like a naive girl who needs to toughen up? If I wear something tough, will people think I'm a bitch and the good people won't help me if I need help? I just don't want to be criticized for anything. Should anything bad ever happen to me, I want people to help me and not blame me for anything. I don't know how to act anymore. I feel lost.
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