Okay, so when I was a kid I was molested a lot. The thing is that it was by another kid. I remember he would manipulate me into letting him touch me if I happened to be fighting back. It started when I was just 5 or 6 though so I didnt even understand what was really happening. When I was probably about 7 years old he wanted to "have sex" with me. I don't remember much about it other than I didnt want to. All I knew is I didnt like him touching me, how ashamed I felt all the time. But he made me do it, and from then on anytime he wanted to have sex with me he did. It didnt matter if we were someplace noone would find us at school, at my house whereever it was. I remember a lot of the time I would protest but he was stronger than me and would make me, and I wouldnt protest too much because I thought I was doing something wrong and didnt want to get in trouble if we got caught. I eventually stopped protesting and would just let him do what he wanted to me. It wasn't until recently when I started to share with a very very close mentor of mine what happened and she didnt say "rape" but hinted at it, did I start to think that is what was happening to me. I am so confused, is that rape? Can a kid rape a kid? All the feelings that are starting to come up are so wierd, and scarey not to mention so strong. Thoughts?
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