I know it`s wrong but that`s the new stage I`m at! I blame myself for having been abused! I thought I was almost there getting over it, but I recently tried imagining myself if at 12 years old instead of trusting my dad to "show me what sex was"..what if I had screamed? What if I had fought? Maybe he would have realized he was doing something veeeery wrong. I would be a normal person now, I wouldn`t have to struggle with anorexia, bulimia, panick attacks, waking up screaming in the middle of the night, etc. I`m curious to know am I a freak or does anyone here feel, even wrongly, guilty fot IT to have happened????
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