I'm terrified of the dark. It's as if he is always there, in the dark. I feel like a child who fears what under their bed. Sometimes it's as if though the lights cant even protect me from my imagining him in my room. I cry as a natural reaction but I know that cant help me. I feel this cold sinking feeling every night. Sometimes it gets so bad I have no choice but to go to my parents room like a toddler & sleep there. I know I cant do that forever, but I just need to know if this fear of the dark will always be present or if it gets at least slightly better.
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