
Rape Support Group
If you or someone you know has been the victim of rape, this is the place to find support and get advice. If you want, discuss your experience, share your feelings, and meet others going through a similar situation.

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i feel so dirty, i was in the shower ages, just trying to scrub all the dirt off. I just feel so unclean, i hate it, i can be scrubbing at myself for ages, and still feel unclean. does anyone else feel this way?

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yes, i know exactly how you feel, even tho its been over a year now i feel dirty when i wash, at first i got in a bath of (watered down) bleach trying to get clean but that diddnt help and hurt my skin, im slowly getting a bit better but before i was showering/bathing loads of times during the day, im better now i bath less and feel cleaner but therse a little part of me that still feels tainted by him, i sometimes think i smell him on my skin, its gross and freaks me out, i get nightmares about being able to see his fingerprints on me and i cut off my skin but they are still there, you have to be strong hun, best of luck and if you need a chat msg me xXx

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yes, i feel that way too. i stay hours in the shower. trying to get him of me but it's as if he is still there. when people at school touch me, even my friends, i get awful flashbacks and i shield away. contact is too vivid a memory. i don't know if it gets better but i hope it does.good luck.
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