chicas, hey. i need somone, anyone. you'all, i'm freaking out. this depression is overwhelming me. i cannot hold on anymore. i am so tired. i have searched and searched for services, places to go, places to get away. my brain is spinning and i cannot find what i need. apparently no where in the whole country is a place you can go for women- a trauma healing place where you can stay and get care and help. i'm desperate right now. i am going to borrow money from my cousins- i can pay for it (i think), i just can't find it. without being able to sleep or eat, i'm not going to make it many more days at my job. i need help. i don't know where else to turn. i've researched every thing i can think of. i'd check myself in to a treatment center (since i'm starving msyelf right now anyway) but all inpatient programs are 30 days. I can get away with 2 weeks off from work, but not 30 days. i feel like i am going to self-destruct if i sit any longer inside my own skin. i think i actually might be going crazy.
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