I was raped nine months ago and have been seeing a psychologist since it happened. Since then i feel like i have been on a massive rollercoaster ride. I cant seem to pick myself up and out of depression, fear, anger, nightmares, guilt and lack of self worth. It seems as though everything is falling apart around me. I know i have wonderful friends and family who are there to support me but i dont feel like i can talk about it, mostly i feel resentful that they have forgotten what has happened and cant possibly know what this feels like. I feel lost and confused in a world that doesn't understand. Will i ever get my life back? Will i ever feel good about myself again?
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