I was raped as a child when I was 12. That was a long time ago and I did not get counseling then just thought I could forget it. Now I am having outburst of feeling guilty when I hear of a child being raped and killed. The only real memory I have during was knowing I was going to be an angel...then a dog barked and he fled. I feel guilty when I hear of a childhood rapes that end in murder. When they go looking for a dissappeared girl I always sink knowing the fear and acceptance she is feeling. I often feel guilty and wonder if I was tossed aside because I was not good enough to be an angel. Feel guilty about this all the time. I have also been having new anxiety issues. Maybe it is time to get counseling.
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