when i drive on the street past where I remember the house of my attack took place... I have always gotten that anxiety feeling. Recently, I was having one of my crying attacks (you know where it starts by a smell or small reminder of a characteristic of the rapist and you begin to cry where it escalates. Anyway... I decided to drive to the house and cry there in front of the house....TO MY SHOCK AND ANGER.. I couldnt remember which house it was. I knew it was on a corner. I know its layout inside... I know it has a porch... but despite all of that and my anxiety in its close proximity...I couldnt tell which house it was. Why do I remember such stupid things but never what I would like to recall?
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