where to begin, I have been raped by 3 men while being choked out by my best friend while she video tapes it and shows it at school, this ordeal last 3 days and 3 nights. The 4th morning I found a shotgun and shot two of the three men and the third is still trying to find me. A year later I was sexually molested by my so called friend. Two weeks after I committed myself to a hospital only to be nearly assulted by my doctor, but I fractured his arm in 4 places. For a year straight I tried killing myself from pills to hanging myself. I was only 14 years old. Here I am now 20 still haunted by my past. I am now diagnosed with schizophrenia because I keep thinking that those men are out to get me. But I have a reason to feel that way because my best friend set me up and told those men where I live, my name, and phone number. A year ago one of those me found me at a local walmart. To this day my parents still do not know what has happened to me. I have had allot of weird jobs but i cannot seem to hold one considering I am still scared of men. But, one of the things that I have learned from this is always carry a weapon on you where ever you go (a legal one)
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