i went to college my first year at keene state there i was raped, or so i thought, but apparently it's not rape if it's in the ass. (sorry didn't know how to phrase that). i later switched colleges to umass dartmouth here i was raped by a fellow fraternity borther, i had no way of getting home the night it happend so i stayed there anyways the next morning he asked if he could do me agian, although he knew i was up all night crying over that fact that he wouldn't listen to me say no stop the night before, however all i could think was whatever he already screwed me, my relationship with my boyfriend would be down the drain so what the hell, we had sex i told him to stop shortly after we started, this time he listeend, i think it's cuz i yields at him the night before idk, but we had sex another time after that also..... am i just stupid why would i have sex with someone who raped me can i even call it rape concidering i had sex with him after, and if i was raped how come i don't feel it? idk confused
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