Ok my fricking brain is all over the place. Memories threatento overwhelm me. Also I want to scream and yell and fight and be a bitch. Thoughts of beating my attacker run through my mind. I also feel like I could crack into a million little pieces and want to hide in a corner. Earlier tonight on a different board there was someone who was not very supportive and a fight ensued between this person and other members. There was so much hate you could sense it I wanted to hide but I wanted the fighting to stop...people were being hurt and triggered...hell I was being hurt and triggered. In a way I guess I asked for it...I could have stayed away right...Just like when I was attacked I could have not gone into that room could have not been drinking could have fought harder. I dont know what my point to all of this ranting is I guess just need to know I am not alone.
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