Today i got a phone call from Cory's (the guy who hurt me) probation officer and since i got that phone call all i can see is his face and all i can think about is that day. I close my eyes and there is his face as he was hurting me. I open my eyes and every guy i see looks like him. I look out the window and i swear that i see him. i feel like i'm going crazy. Like this whole situation is going to kill me. Since this happened i have felt moderately strong but now i don't. it feels like all the strength has melted off of me. This is the first time that i honestly felt like i couldn't deal with this and it scares me.
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