If you or someone you know has been the victim of rape, this is the place to find support and get advice. If you want, discuss your experience, share your feelings, and meet others going through a similar situation.
Feeling a little bad about this.....had a bad day at work...was invited out by a doctor to have a few drinks...This doctor kept on asking me how I could handle the stressful job that I have? I said I didn't want to talk about unpleasantries...he kept asking me about the job..a few drinks later...I invited him to my place....I wanted to be with him sooo bad...I could relax!...I tried taking some mild sedatives...doctor didn't think that would be a good idea...I apologized for asking him over..and he went home...I have been talking with a counselor...and he mentioned "masterbation"...I can't do that...I was abused as a child and that was one thing that my abuser would do to me or make me do to myself. My ex boyfriend before I was attacked at work would try to get me to let him help to feel better so to speak....I couldn't do it...Its just so sad....I know. I'm really want this.....I deserve to be made love to...don't I?! If you have any advice...let me know.