one month ago, on june fifth 2008, after i thought all of it was over... it happened again... i was raped.... i blanked, i forgot my words, i couldn't get no out of my mouth, it was stuck to the roof of my mouth... i feel so dirty.. feel so wrong. i feel numb... do i really exist... how can this happen again... all my life, abuse abuse abuse! i hate it...i want all those men to go away.... make it stop... please... Lord God... please help me... i'm begging you...
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