I am a guy and I am a survivor of rape and sexual abuse. I just need someone to talk to. I am not really ready to post my story but I probably will soon when I'm feeling better. It happened about 8 years ago but I repressed it and bottled it up and I only remembered it about a week ago. I am really struggling with the pain, the feelings of worthlessness, feelings of shame, guilt, etc. I have no one who understands or has been there. Sometimes the pain is unbearable and I just break down and cry for hours and hours. I also feel like I can't get close to anyone, both psyically and emotionally. I just don't know what to do and I really need someone to talk to. Please help.
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