I'm new here so I thought would tell my story or what I remember of it. I was 14 and hanging with some of my friends. There was a guy there that I think new my friends, but I went for a walk with him(which was so stupid) we ended up in a car and I can remember the pain and the rain pounding on the window.. I never went to the hospital or cops. I never told a soul. I told my husband and he is there when I have dreams,but I still dont trust people or men well.I cant have guy doctors with out a female present. Anytime there is a rain shower or thunderstorm I get so scared.. I will have night mares of the pain and see out the car window,but I can never see his face....I have tons of anger issues and i think it goes to my rape....
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