Hey everyone, I kno I havent been on in a while I guess I thought i was doing good but idk its just something about this time of the year that gets to me, I guess its cause of the anniversary, I just feel so much more vonerable. I started councling again went for a meeting with a person from CFS_ center of family cervices. Scary i was so nerviouse, its not getting any eaisier, my b.f compleetly abandond me today....Idk if i can hold it together i feel so alone, he wants me to talk to him yet he get angry and pissed when i do, so i dont talk to him and he leaves me out in the dark alone. he is a sweet guy and meens well but idk maybe im better off without him, im only ruining his life anyway, i just want to vent so much i wish i could vent to him but i dont think he will ever be there, and i guess he shouldnt have to be. my heart feels like its going to busrt, and like its made of lead about to fall to my stomach. Im so depressed i dont know what to do, I just wish he didnt hate me ='(
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