i have been on ds a few months now i was raped on feb 21,22,by my boyfriend at the time i told him stop please no but he didnt he choked me until i did what he wanted i started being promiscous with only 2 guys i had sex with one of them and the next month a guy i knew from hs i had sex with they both just used me and i cut myself some times i dont want to i know its crazy but i told my sis and mom they act like i never said anything i stay on my computer most of time so i wont think about it but i still do im only 19 and he raped me 9 days after my b-day i lost my virginity to him it was consentual then but a few months after he raped me twice i try to forget but i cant i didnt press charges i am so stupid he is going to rape someone else and its my fault i just want to end it all sometimes someone please give me some advice
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