So Im not really sure what to do now and i really really want some feed back!!! So I have decided that i needed to change my life style and i have been doing that. I stopped partying and i started going to church every week and got rid of every boy that has used me and i let use me and treated me badly i just got rid of them all and changed my phone number and ive been changing some of my friends who were no good. But I dont feel any better! It actually seems like im sadder and more depressed I dont understand. is it ever going to change? or am i suppose to feel this way forever? like im worthless. What am I suppos to do now?????????? is this part of some process of healing? or should i just stick to what i was doing since at least i felt happy sometimes
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