Hi, I'm new to DS as of yesterday and new to this group as of right now. I'm having a hard time dealing with everything. There's just soooo much history with this crap that it doesn't seem possible to process it all and get it behind me. The flashbacks just won't leave me alone for a minute. I wish I could get a break! I do for a bit if I SI, but of course people don't want me doing that. I have the last three days, but I can't get back into doing that everyday. My counselor will wind up putting me in the hospital if I do, and I refuse to go back to one! I just looking for some friends and support as I try to deal with all this crap that I've caused.
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