i just can't go on. the world doesn;t make since to me, it seems evil and so does everyone in it. i can't find a place in this world that takes the hurt go away. i carry this pain in my heart 24/7. i have learned to act as if everything is fine and smile through the pain but the pain is still there. I am so sick of living in a world that hurts. What kind of life do i have when i have to medicate myself just to be able to get up in the morning. The world has no joy, i wish i was never born at all, life seems like hell. I just cry and cry thinking it will release the pain but their is always more.
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