I really never talk to anybody about this stuff and this is so f**kin hard!!! I never ask for anyones help and I always think i can do this by myself and... God please I hate feeling this way! I cant talk to my friends they all basically think Im a whore and that this is what I wanted and that this kind of stuff happens all the time and that its ok... ITS NOT OK, IM NOT OK!!! I really hate myself right now I am seriously debating weather or not i should be here right now. I really just want someone to understand THAT THIS IS NOT WHAT I WANTED TO HAPPEN AND ACTUALLY GIVE A SHIT instead of making me think I did something wrong! I already feel bad enough!
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