i did it...after a few days of not wanting to live and a readiness to give up i called a counseling center in a nearby county and made an apointment...my appointment is in 2 weeks sept 10...im scared to death and i hope that i dont talk myself outta going...but to be honest if i dont go i will prob end up doing something completely stupid...because thats how low i am right now...i feel like i am almost at the bottom of the barrel and if i dont start reaching now i will never get out of it...i have to stop blaming myself for what happened but i cant...i cant stop believing that it was my fault...i just hope this helps and i hope im strong enough to actually go...i have to thank all of you here who have responded and helped..your words have overwhelmed me and kept me going when i didnt think i could..and i hope that you guys can keep me going because i dont know where this is gonna lead and im honestly scared of whats facing me now
Posts You May Be Interested In
I miss traveling with my husband. Has anyone found a specific site regarding cruising for widow/widowers or any sightseeing trips. Not interested in being with couples and kids,,,I realize a cruise ship will have a portion size of families and couples, but perhaps they also put together a part of the cruise ship for groups of widows/widowers????
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...