My first rape happened 14 years ago...wow it doesn't seem like it. It seriously feels like it just happened yesterday. Altho i think i'm finally starting to heal, cuz the memories aren't as vivid as they once were. I don't have the memory of his face as much. I don't smell his scent, and it wasn't the most pleasent smell, as much anymore. i sure do hope that i am starting to heal. the steps of moving on with my life! i've learned that the longer i dwell on what has happened, the horrible things, then things keep cycling. The stronger i feel and then the better things get. I don't think about either rape as much. granted i'm more focused on getting justice for my daughter, since she was molested. i just had a random thought of it and i couldn't believe its been that long.
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