I just found out the court documents on my rapists have been released this month after being sealed for the last 13 years. I don't know what to think but I'm freaking out. I have 9 men to worry about finding me...I know I need to start getting serious about tracking every single one of them but I don't want to. I've spent the last decade re-making my life...3 college degrees, 3 different cities, 2 husbands, and now single and happy and then this. Does this fear ever stop????? My kitchen knives don't even know they belong anywhere than under my pillow - ha ha. I just wonder if I'll ever be normal again. However, maybe "normal" is just a setting on the dryer. Does anyone else feel scared still after years? Curious.
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