I have been struggling with this my whole damn life. I will be very honest. I have aspergers, and one of the things i have trouble with is managing my anger. I have it so good, then I fuck it up. I mean, I was doing so well one day, came home from work, had a disagreement with someone, and I slammed a door, nearly smashing a couple people who were kinda in the way. I also tried to put a hole in the floor, not to mention I scared the daylight out of a lot of other people, especially who was under me, but even worse, I was warned that the police could have been called. What the hell is that about? Now I have to face some of the consequences such as severed relationships, loss of privileges, etc. My job involves working with kids, and that could have gone down the drain as well. I'm lucky that that didn't happen. I always hate it when things like this happen because then I want things to be the way they were as if nothing happened, and I know that is not how it works. Not to be blunt, but that makes me feel like shit. I always wonder why I am like this, and how I am supposed to change. I am very frustrated with myself, and need lots of support. Anyone can help.
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