Well I hit the one year mark on Thursday and am still alive, but my quality of life has definately suffered. For a while, I tried to look on the positive side and know that since I'm still alive that it's a gift and I have more to do ...blah, blah, blah. But I am sick of feeling like crap. I feel like I'm breathing shallow and I still have chest pains daily. They decided I also have TMJ which explains the severe ear pain, but it doesn't make it suck any less. I have tried to use my summer creatively (am a teacher, off for summer) and even took myself on a little vacation w/o the family. It was nice, but reality came crashing back and the pain along with it. Is this my lot in life or will things actually get better ? Feeling very frustrated and alone. Jen
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