I'm a part time student in college and today was my first day. I do a fair amount of walking and by my first of three classes I started having chest pain. I'm only 26!! I feel like cring because it's just depressing to think how difficult my road to recovery will be. I'm also nervous about going to work tomorrow. I work on an ambulance and do lots of lifting. I can't afford not to work but I have so little energy I just wanna lay down alot. I have two little kids who live on air and just want to play all day. I seriously feel like I'm fifty years older than I am. I feel like just because I have the pe dosen't mean I need to stop doing what I've already planned(like school, work) But damn I feel like I'm already losing the fight. Sorry to sound like a big baby but this site is the only place where I can talk about how I'm feelin and people can actually relate to me. Can anyone offer me words of encouragement or even perhaps their personal experiences with the pe.
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