I have PTSD, lately the night terrors and flash backs are getting to be unbearable. I was raped in March 2008. This was the most recent attacks, 2, 3wks apart by 2 totally different men and totally different situations. The first one in this instance was a break in rape. A man broke into my apartment and knocked me out of my wheelchair, and dragged me by my hair through the apartment. He held me down by his forearm across my throat and a huge knife in his hand, which cut my face in the process, and raped me repeatedly and violently! He said awful things to me, it was the worst 47 min of my life! The police never showed up to help me, either time. He came back 9 separate times, and I very got any help from the police.
The 2nd was an acquaintance rape. An older lady friend of mine asked me to get her meds and groceries cuz she never learned to drive. When I brought her things to her, she was next door doing her laundry. He live in boyfriend was there with his brothers. The boyfriend pulled me out of my van by my legs and raped me right there in broad daylight with his brothers standing guard and cheering him on. The cops didn't help me then either. When I told my friend what had happened, she called me a liar and called off our friendship.
A little back info I'm unable to walk due to and abusive husband, my 1st marriage, who also raped me and other atrocities, is why I was on my own to start with in this instance.
I'm in a lot of pain right now physically and emotionally, I really need someone to talk to
Thanks for listening
wasn't sure if I could say easter and didn't wnat to insult anyone, so happy long weekend to the gang herefeel free to add positive wish tooMine is more sun please
Sorry I havn"t been on but dealing with alot. So with all the issues I am going through and dealing with already I get a call Sunday telling me my biological father passed away. So short story my father left before I was 1years old. So I grow up not knowing my father until I was 28 when he called me. I sent for him to come live with me. He stayed for three years then moved with his sister....