So I joined on the advice of a friend. I'm not sure what good it will do, but thought I'd give it a try. I've been suffering from PTSD and depression, anxiety and I believe borderline personality disorder since I was 13. I'm on remeron, klonopin, and just added topomax to the list after being removed from risperdal due to side effects that were intolerable. I'm very frustrated right now. I don't feel like any medication helps me, and what does just causes other problems. I feel stuck in this hell I live in called life. I can't seem to stop myself from making irrational decisions that in turn hurt me and those close to me. I've attempted suicide 4 times. Obviously it didn't work. So here I am, still fighting the fight......but should life really be a fight? How do you cope with a life like this? I feel so alone. And thats a horrible feeling to have, but its all I've ever felt.
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