i have been seeing this guy for about two months, i have been in a bathing suit around him..and he has seen my knees and elbows...and he seems not to care but i see the way he looks at it sometimes and it's this look of disgust. it makes me so self conscious. i haven't even told him i have psoriasis i said eczema for some reason! i lied because in my mind i couldn't even spurt out "i have psoriasis". Now i feel like i can't tell him, he'll be mad that i lied, so even though i have someone i feel like i don't have anyone to talk to this about...my friends act like it's not a big deal but they don't live in my skin and have to look at the mirror everyday and be disgusted with their skin. i just don't know how to tell him or even if i should!
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