Wow its crazy how much i have learned about my-self in the last few weeks. Just and update i have a revision on July 1st and healed up nicely but still have some of the worst headaches of my life. The doctor said he want's to give my body time and see if the headaches are for the change but to keep a journal of my headaches and what makes them worse and see if i can find something that makes them better. Also i have went and seen a psychiatrist its been interesting to say the least. Its hard for me to open up all the way with him because he doesn't live with anything that i live with its not like talking to yall you all get it. But i am making an effort to stay strong and remember that i have been threw a lot and its gonna take a lot more to bring me down. I have to admit tho i wanted to be the miracle cure the one person that comes out of this and only has to remember this as a bad dream but i have come to accept the fact that im not gonna be that and that this is the new me and that i will make the best out of my life. I was told by the NS that if and only IF my shunt stays in place and that i start doing better with my headaches and with my eyes that i maybe back to a somewhat normal life in 3 years. It really sounds like a life time. But i am gonna try for it, It really cant hurt to try but i do still understand that i may never get back to some kind of normal. Please don't think i have forgotten about all of you, because i haven't. You are all in my prayers and i think of all of you often. I guess that part of me needed the time to decide if i can handle my life like this and truthfully i figured if all yall can do it than i know i cant to. Im sorry to ramble on i just wanted to give you an update and see how you all are.
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