today seems to be a very depressing day my head hurts my eyes are funny my daughter is getting sick i want to sleep but have the 2 little ones to look after. i gotta feed them bath them dress them then argue for half a hour about bed time. the thaught of feeding them makes me sad cause then i have to do the dishes even the dishwasher is hard work to stack( a treat to make day to day easier) i'm on a diet y cause i need to loose weight why cause "you know loosing weight will help" but all i want is microwave food or take out. have people comming over on weekend and have to clean all those things that land on the floor but are so far away.. nobody here seems to see how sore my head is and the drugs although helpful are wipeouting... Today i hate that there is no cure, today i hate that there are people better off than me, today i hate my girl being sick, today i want it to all go away, i want to be positive i keep trying but i keep finding reasons to hate today
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