Try N.A. there are people just like you and great energy.

hey, i just wanted to say the same thing thathap said find some one in na they are great. you will not have to do it my your self i am here and i well listen. please you have got four days clean dont that make you feel better. i was and still fighting everyday but now i know i have a higher power thatwill carry the worst part of my disease . you can only take one day at a time. you have allready come four daysthat is a miracle every day you can say i did it i and my higher power gave me one more day clean thats nice. write me back any time. your friend another addict

well jojo it's been a day and some hours, im sure u/ve decided by now. i hope u turned them down, but if not, don't dwell on it. the fact that u made it 4 days is a victory. guilt is a useless emotion and it will demotivate u and be a relapse excuse to go too far in the wrong direction. like a dieter who cheated and had a piece of cake or my favorite, ice cream sandwich. u fell, get up, punish urself for a minute(spray the bactine on your scraped knee and wince at the pain like when u were a kid) get back on ur bike and kep going . u just got a little greese from the chain on ur leg, u'll b fine. ur a grown up and u can do it.
now, if this 'friend' had several, that's not good, if this cost $$$, not good either.
On the other hand, if you resisted and you're on day 5 CONGRADULATIONS, TAKE IT 1 HOUR AT A TIME, my husband can't admit his problem w/percocet, i have a problem w/ herbal mother nature as a result to calm my anxiety because i wont take pills and when i run out of that, i try to keep busy, force myself to go for a bike ride, play with the dogs, force myself into the shower, call a friend,play my guitar or watch free House episodes on sidereel.com. i know ur energy is low, but take the valium,zoloft and find a hobby. i wish u the best and keep at it. you are on the right track and stronger than u give urself credit for. i believe in u. believe in urself. God is with you and so are your angels. there are 2 of them with you right now.

It is so hard. I am trying really hard to do better myself and it is torture at times. Just know that whatever road you take and whatever decision you make I will be here to support you. I know what it feels like I fight it myself every day and it sucks. Some days I am very successful, other days I don't do so good, buy it is always better than what I was doing. Itsnotme wrote some great advice. See all the people that do really care? She is so nice to talk to. Keep the faith and let me know how you make out. Today I was especially perfect either, but the point is I was alot better than before. As Fergie says "baby steps" until we are full grown". ha ha
NAL

Sorry, I had to explain something I typed. It was a typo error, it should say I was by no means perfect myself today. Thanks, sometimes I think much faster than I can type