I FEEL AS THOUGH I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT LIFE WAS LIKE WITHOUT MY ADDICTION..I KNOW EVERYDAY THAT I TAKE PILLS I GET SO FUCKEN SAD I THINK WAS I EVER HAPPY..HOW THE HELL DID I END UP ADDICTED TO A DRUG..I WAS THE TYPE OF GIRL THAT DIDN'T DO ANYTHING I DIDN'T SMOKE OR EVEN DRINK..NOW I'M ADDICTED TO VICODIN.. TODAY I TOOK 35 PILLS AND PROBABLEY WOULD HAVE TOOK MORE BUT DIDN'T HAVE ANY MORE MONEY ..I'M TIRED OF THIS ADDICTION AND I AM HONESTLEY READY TO GET CLEAN AND START A NEW LIFE HAPPY WITHOUT PILLS...BUT THE QUESTION IS HOW DO I DO IT ?/ HOW DO I BECOME CLEAN ? I;M SCARED OF THE PAINFUL WITHDRAWLS..SO IF ANYBODY CAN HELP ME AND GIVE ME ANY IDEAS PLEASE DO..
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