Woke up at 5 and felt terrified. I am having such a hard time. I finally pulled myself out of the bed at 6:30 and started to pack my daughters lunch. I made her easy toaster strudels for breakfast and woke her up, she is now dressing for school and I am here crying feeling horrible. I think I am getting sick both my kids have been sick. My little one is starting to wake up and have no energy. Not sure how I did it yesterday but I do know when I woke up I felt much better. Tomorrow my 2 year old starts a play 2gether class with me that 2 months ago I was so excited about but now am dreading. I don't know how I am going to function in a class of 2-3 year old toddlers. I have to go change diapers now and get breakfast for my little one. I wish I had someone here to help me or motivate me! I wish I would have never taken pain meds. I feel so awful. It sucked the life out of me. The depression is awful, worst ever, then add the anxiety and fear. =( Breaking me.
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