been a while since i've been here. well i'm still abusing my ritalin. i made an appointment with my psych. i'm goin to ask to be put on adderall. i know it's still a stimulant. however the biggest part of my addiction is the administration of the ritalin. i crush and snort it. ritalin is the only one i'll do that to. i get the drip like i did when i was usin coke. i don't have any urges to abuse the adderall. i can't belive i'm really goin thru with this. i have one more script for ritalin and then no more. this will probably hit me when i'm craving them really bad and realize there's no more way for me to get them. takin a stimulant as perscribed should make me feel pretty good so i'm hopin i don't have to much of a problem. i really need to do this. my hubby is really upset with me when i use. i'm up for 3 days then sleep for 2. i don't help out around the house and spend the whole 3 days in my room on my computer. always feelin sick from withdrawals. i'm tired of it. i wanna feel good again and enjoy my life and family.
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