I had stopped for about 1 week & stupiditly resumed. I did control it for about 2 weeks really well & then once I screwed up I am having trouble getting back on track. Part of it is the depression I deal with on a daily basis. I am so disgusted with myself esp since I was doing good. The more I beat myself up over this the more I want to use.Due to the abuse I had as a child I am really good @ beating myself up. I am working with AaDr & doing CBT .Any suggestions? I will be visiting my dying brother soon & do not want to be in wds when I visit( Yes you think that would be enough but shows you how powerful the stupid pill/mind is @ decieving you).Any help suggestions, support would be so appreciated. Thanks
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