i know i've said this before, but the last few days somethin has come over me. i can't describe it. i wrote my mom a note about quittin and i wrote my husband a note too. i have an appt. with my psychiatrist next week. i'm gunna switch to adderall. i know what you're thinkin, it's a stimulant too. well, years ago when they were tryin different meds on my boys for adhd, i snorted just about every stimulant they were on. ritalin was by far the only one that came close to the coccaine i used over 10 years ago. the adderall will be taken as prescribed. by mouth and no more then the dose i'm given. i want my life back. i don't want everyone always bein upset with me. i want to be talked to nicely like part of the family i once was. i want it all back and i'm ready to take it back! i know it won't be easy. gotta learn to enjoy stuff again without usin. i'm gunna make it work this time.
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